TARA SHOT! - the very powerful and persuasive line of my friends.:) I know myself so well. YES. I love partying ‘till the break of dawn. Join every shot session of my friends. DRINK TO THE FULLEST? This isn’t new to me. I admit, I lose control at times. And yea it’s a bit pain in the ass. But as the famous line goes, the show must go on. After all the enjoyment and partying, HELL I guess I’m still on the right track. SUMMER 2010: The season I turned 18. I’m officially a woman now. ;) 2 things that sucked about it? First is that I’ve been betrayed by my ex-bf and my ex bestfriend. yea. SOLID. Second is that I had been so stupid to let this happen to me. Shiz. How was I able to get through the pain? Simple. I just did the best thing that I love doing. ENJOY LIFE. ;) Right now, I just DON’T WANT ANOTHER HEARTBREAK. That’s all. After everything, it’s just so ridiculous to see my friends’ face the moment I said the lines, I AM JUST SO SINGLE and READY TO MINGLE. ;) Crazy me! and.. There is so many fish in the sea. Game on baby!.:) These lines were my booster. They were factors to keep me going. EFFECTIVITY? Excellent! :) Once upon a time, a guy came into my life and made him my world. Screw it. This was one of the worst mistakes I ever did. Damn. REALITY CHECK: I am so blessed to be surrounded by TRUE FRIENDS. :) Guys and girls, your “I got your back” phrase meant a lot. REALLY. ;) I need not to mention all your names because for sure you know who you are. ;) I LOVE YOU ALL. <3 5 bruises + 3 cigarette burns: It obviously showed that I ended my last day of vacation HAMMERED. So after I make this note, I guess I’m up for another one. But this time, addressed to my MOM and DAD. I may be the WORST daughter you never imagined to have ever had, but believe me when I say that I’m still loving you both in the BEST way I could. <3 In one way or another, I know I have to change some of my ways. Mistakes can never be undone. And realizations come hand in hand. Things change. And so as people. *wink* HELLO ROOM 209 of St. Raymund’s Bldg. again tomorrow.:) Sophie year, please be kind to me.:) Dear stress, don’t be so harsh on me.:) -with much love, RACHEL. :) …XoXo…<3<3<3